One nice young girl came to
do a portfolio to me the third time probably. She wanted to
leave to work to Switzerland in a striptease of show, but her
some times did not take already. She tried two times in pair
with other girl as Russian girls sometimes work on a stage in
pairs. In pair with other girl has failed also she has decided
to try. In pair with other girl has failed also she has decided
to try to work independently. As she already was at me two times
we were already familiar with her a little. She was very lovely
girl, but rather simple as she lived not in capital. She came
only to make a portfolio. But she aspired as well as majority
of girls to begin modern. I shall name her here Sveta. It is
necessary to tell that Sveta has appeared this time at that
time when I had the end of my love which last more than half-year.
And I always strongly experienced these partings is not dependent
on the one who was the initiator of break. And Sveta has noticed
this change in me. Though other people of it did not notice
because my work of the photographer did not allow me to give
freedom to my feelings. But Sveta was more sensitive person
and has noticed that that other people did not see. She has
asked: "At you something happened?" I have answered
that is sick a little. She worked after this shooting in Switzerland,
notwithstanding what both of us had not the best mood that day.
Yes, to photograph the naked beautiful girl without inspiration
it there is a bad form. I think that it is one of lacks of work
in a photographic studio that was necessary was to work irrespective
of presence of desire. Well, our work with Sveta came to an
end also I too has noticed changes of its mood. I asked: "At
you something happened?" She has joked: "No, I am
sick a little." But then she has told that to her is necessary
to go home and tomorrow again to go here behind photos, then
to carry them in agency... And other affairs too are present.
I do not know, whether there was it a hint from her party, is
not present more probably that there was that that should happen,
all to eat naturally. She not hurrying up collected the things
and told to me it. And I sat on a sofa tired from work. Having
heard about her affairs, I have easy told: "And you can
remain with me up to tomorrow." Sveta for some seconds
has made a pause. Also has then told: "I correctly have
understood you, that..." I have helped her: "You have
correctly understood." Sveta has again made a pause, it
is a little thinking and estimating a situation. She has not
told anything, has approached and unexpectedly sat safely to
me on knees. I was pleasantly and is strongly surprised. We
not told any words and in some seconds kissed.
I have recollected this moment when looked at this series of
photos which has named The sweet naked girl on a sofa. Then
we had with her a supper and quite good night, all as is necessary.
I have composed small a poem for her even. Sveta had 23 years
old and I was 46 then. We interestingly spoke with her in the
evening and at night about her life and I allowed many advice
to her. Sveta has named me about it the philosopher. Sveta has
left me next day and we did not meet her for a long time then.
But most of all to me it was remembered in this history as Sveta
villages to me on knees and has kissed me. I have in view of
that that she did not play, did not flirt, did not pretend.
We were necessary each other in that the moment. We did not
do an obstacle for this purpose and both of us became happier
from it a little. And I shall not forget that day never and
I hope that Sveta too. If the person had such moments in a life,
they heat him. But people frequently create obstacles for such
happy moments and by it do the life more difficultly.
Such at me associations on pictures with The sweet naked girl
on a sofa have appeared.
